Thing's not getting my way.. but it gets better and better later... =)


the moment i woke up ... i knew i'm late for sch again .. sian .. missed maths lecture again and feeling quite bad abt it .. hais x.. my recent maths test's mark had dropped.. i'm so disappointed in myslf now. the past me(sems 1), doin well for my maths maybe will become history soon.. maybe is bcuz i nv attend maths lectures for the past few weeks bah.Integration Techniques were taught and which i'm quite weak at..or mayb i'm arrogant?? but i just cant wake up ! duHz. 8am class.i'm lazy.

friends got to know my result for CCT test tt i'd took on tuesday. out of 10 qns i've got 2 correct onli! ain't i pr0 ..? my worst marks ever for my maths in poly.. i'm indeed very very very sad.*depressed* i knew i need help, so i called mrs lye(my lecturer). 1 week to math's exam paper, i just dont hope tt very topic would pull me down. *pray hard and jiayou for me* T.T i stil wan t0 retain my A+ ..

back to my day.. woke up at 10 am and got to sch at 11.15am by cab.. went for OBC(organic and biochemistry) lecture.. saw other groups' project and was quite worried for my group one.. onli the model had been done . info all these had not been pasted up yet , and we lacked infos on ICBE(Introduction to Chemical and Biochemical Engineering) .. furthermore, laboratory report which i had to hand up tml had not been completed yet .. -.- ...

Short description on what my group is doing on. Grp members : me , kenneth, mingyew and Brandon.
Project: Pharmaceuticals - Cough Syrups.


we had a hard time finding all the infos we need, over the net(searching in every search engines tt we could find) and to neighbourhood libraries..but to no avail for ICBE, only manage to find OBC's. Was indeed quite stress abt it cuz tml is our presentation's day and it stands quite a percentage to determine our grade.(22%)!! no choice, we decided to go to National Library to search for info after lecture.*minor conflicts occured between 2 guys in my grp in goin to NL.. guys, i knew tt all of us r stressed up, but nex time try to keep ur temper down kie s.?? xin ping qi he wor x..*

on the other hand, i'm very sad deep down inside. but who knows? i doubt.
it's my father's birthday today and agreed to hav lunch with my family to celebrate for him.
at 1st the plan was to do project in sch,then i go for lunch then come back to sch and continue the project.
but since no pt staying in sch as there's no info avail and we had to go to NL..i cant join my family for the celebration.. hais .. i smsed my mum and told her.she called back. she told me tt my father said it's okie..if i got work to do in sch then stay in sch ba. they will go and eat themself in tt case then.
i want to cry, but i have no guts to .i onli dare to cry when no 1's ard, alone in my room. did i make the right decision ..? i feel very guilty til n0w.. though i knew he had done smtg wrong, but he's still my father. so sad tt i cant celebrate his bdae with him even he doted me the most. what a failure daughter i am..soBx..T.T ..but i did smsed him and apologised and wished him happy birthday. =) sorrie dad, i love u..

and in the end, stil headed to NL by cab le..1pm. and wow ~! my 1st visit to NL and i think i like it very much bahs ..went up tp lvl 7 as it's the science's department. the security is very tight there. had to put our bags in the locker b4 we can enter and we can onli bring along blank papers and pens. search for infos for ard 1 hour plus and we finally found it .. *phew*~ ICBE revived~!. and off we went. we played with the lift .. =x ! went down, then up and down again.. hahs ..x cuz it's so exciting when it's goin down. the lift is transparent and it's fast. adrenaline rush* so we decided to take to the top level and go down. ahsh x. enuff of no childhood, we went to nearby MAC to do our project. do do do ... time passes~~

4pm+ my sis called to ask if i can make it for the lunch or not.. but i really cant.. hais.. there's stil alot more to go.. continue doin~~~ time flies... 8.30pm.. we finally completed our PROJECT! we are so proud of it sia .. *photos will be uploaded soon.* we took 6 hours .. hahs x.. yeah s. ! ! =D .. then we went home lo..managed to finish my lab report too~ hahs x.. s0 happy . x! ~


and the happiest thing is..... my father and mum came back ard 12.40am.. i tot tt i would nv had the chance to even spend time or see my dad on his birthday, but i was wrong.. i think he took off today bahs .. =D ! . though it's past 12, but as long as i get to see him i'm happy enuff.. one whole family at home tgt seldom happen to me..


i felt the warmth .. i love my family. ! l0ts lots. more than anything on earth .. 0 Comments