sobsobs x.. my only survivor puppy(LUCKY) die .. just a few hours ago. and i'm crying lik mad now .. hais .. y ?y? y this hav to happen when it is able to survive at 1st from the rest.... fuck .. i'm to blame mayb . nv take good care of it ..hais .. it hurts, badly . we had brought it to the vet after the day it was born and the vet had said tt it's a premature puppy(LUCKY), chance of survival is very slim.. but all we tot is there's chance . but me my sis and junkai were filled with hope on the puppy(LUCKY).
3 of us put in alot of effort in raising he puppy, sacrifice our time for sleeping and going out.. even we went out, we also try our best to rush back. memories and pictures of the puppy filled my mind consistantly .. T.T ! ! ! and it went just lik tt.. i think there's smtg wrong with the respiratory system tt causes breathing difficulties.. and to death .. hais ..
the most saddening part is Jantur.. she keep on lookin for it's baby .. up and down the whole house.. keep going to the cloth and pillow which LUCKY had laid on. she kept on looking at me and my sis, as if asking us,' where is my baby Lucky? can u return it to me?'and making some screeching noise. despite we told her tt her baby had died. sobxs..
i think i'm ending my post here.. need to rest and cool down ..night every1. sobs. 0 Comments