I'm E M I L Y (敏敏),
born on 21 Jan, still enjoying my 22 youth.
Currently studying at SIM(BSc Business).
Working as Sales Executive in Oil&Gas Industry.
Born Roman Catholic,
and loves Tiramisu! CHEER CareBear is my fav. (:
That's not enough, read to find out more about me (:
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Nothing is free in this world? You're Absolutely Wrong!
U'r living in the shadows of the past. stop dwelling, move on... OR wait? tt some1 pls enlighten her asap? Be it negative or positive. All she need is just an ans.
She's lost in the world of her own again. BUT don pity her. =)!
decision by her to end everything is drawing near. cuz she's left with no other choice.
More thoughts came by again...~(continual from last 3rd post)
=) ! well.. what do i have to say ? i've got to know more of it. u dont why he would feel this way from you. you jus led your life normally yet he said tt u don care at all. y? tt's so saddening. if u dont care, you wont want to keep in contact with him at all. u replied him, he dont reply. diaos. is there a reason bhind it or what?.. how abt him? does he cares abt how u feel? yes, he said tt he misses u. but can he misses 2 persons @ a period of time? The decision is his in the end. he has to choose one, but will it be u ?? Dont be foolish and lie to yourself. hahas. it cant b! wake up lady~. forget it lahs .. ppl's having a gr8 r/s now, what for go and spoil it? don be a Bitch. (jus stating what i felt, no offence)Pls leave before you get hurt ANY further. I bet you'd think long enough alone. Being unfair to 1 is better than 2!
Had been training constantly .. =D ! . so proud of myself.. whahs ..Training days - 1 3 4 5 & 6 . muscle's building hence flexibility deproved a little. Have to stretch more !!
startin with wed - had gymnastic training @ Prime gym. after that me and zhijun went to Lenny's hse to wash up b4 heading to MOS. hhahas. Lenny thanks ! =D
Met up with jannies @ the MAC near MOS with her classmates. then met my erzi Mingquan, Jordan and Edwin as well. later on serena and her friends came too. but one of her friends cant enter cuz she forgot to bring her I/C with her. so they went gotham penthse 1st as there's free flow. hahsx.. but serena and one of her friend headed back to MOS again later. My sister sherlyn(lili), fiona and eleanor came ard the same time with serena they all as well.. alot of friends club tt day. ya. dance and dance. phew, it's not as m*ddy as the previous Wed. thank god. hahs . music tt night was not bad. got to know a few new friends. wootx~. we got to drink for free tt night. =D . bumped into banlong as well. Our MF senior, Kaiwen came to find us too. played Cai Quan with him jannies,erzi and kaiwen's friend.(forgotten his name). Quite enjoyed myslf tt night. =) was a little tipsy @ the end of the night. Some of us went to MAC to slack after the club closes. wait til 6 am b4 taking cab back home.
Thursday - training ! hahs .. woke up ard 3.30pm ! training's @ 6pm. i'm not late.. hahs . but almost if i didnt rush. i think that this new training style is much more efficient. =D at least we are able to save some energy for the stunts at the end. Learnt B-toss tt day, but haven master it at all. jiayou~!
Friday - same thing as thursday.. hahs ..lazy to type.. =P ! Dion's PT kills. >=|! lols. i bet all of us agree.
Saturday - training @ 1.30pm. woke up @ 12. damn tired from consecutive trainings on thurs and fri. body's so nua. drag myslf to sch. whahs . Sat's training made my shoulders and arms ache now. Inclined-pull up. continue with B-toss again. a bit of improvement is shown by a no. of ppl. =) come on! jiayou~! then we can add element in it! lookin forward to it. after training, JELZ,BCL & TDH went out for dinner tgt @ MAD Jack. but some cannot make it. suppose to hav 12 ppl, end up with 8. but nvm! =D . this comin sat again. hees. MADJack is famous with their Fish and Chip. we all tried tt. okie okie onli lehs. but their dessert is damn nice.. HEAVENLY~. i didnt order any, but i tried a little from shaun's and jen's. hahs . then went to town with jannies zhijun shaun and jen. BCL was tired too hang out late tt night. we went town to slack and caught a movie called 'Miami Vice'. not bad.. alot of talking, little action. quite bored sometimes. we went back ard 4am tt day. Sunday's a rest day ! =D 0 Comments
Saturday, September 23, 2006, 5:02 AM
what's happening ..?
what's happening ..
sometimes, i just feel lik giving up.
y?
be strong girl, you've went this far. jus need some motivation. i told myself. - 0 Comments
4:08 AM
some seriousness pls..~
some seriousness pls~~
(These are just a few thoughts after knowing several stuffs from my friend's life. * in this case i'll b using -he- )
Some ppl r just too greedy or they r just out to hav fun ?
is there anytime he is serious with you and not lying to you?
you never know.
u tend to trust him w/o realising u'r being blinded.
does he meant what he says? he wants to b serious with you, but you dont feel it at all. he proved ntg but un-seriousness . =) he fucked up ur life ? hahs ..jk~ mayb not tt serious. hmm.. you enjoyed being with him. he makes ur day. but w/o him there's insecurity from him. u wish to be with him, but he makes u doubt the seriousness. what does he exactly wants? you thought, when u found out tt smtg. it dont tallies what he had told you. u r lost i think. damn lost.'What does he exactly wants? what's in his mind?' u thought again. 1 advice: since he dont give a damn, don give a damn too.
world's not unfair, he has to earn for what he wants. it's just that simple n not as difficult as it seems to b. things may seems impossible, but impossible is ntg. there's always possibilties. he shld know, cuz we all r humans. feelings r diff to b controlled sometimes. but he jus gave up w/o putting in any effort or does he jus want to hav fun in pretence of seriousness ? 0 Comments
Sunday, September 17, 2006, 2:44 AM
people.world.reality
people.world.reality
Encountered and knew a couple of stuffs recently.
mixed feelings.
complicated or is it not? People's thinking really do affect one's mind tt much or you let it take control over you? The strongest mind survives. But it's difficult. WHY ??? People think ! ! BE WISE ! YOU live your life, not for others. YOU chose what u want, not letting others to stop it from you. Sad when i knew it. think about it. tt's the world. even in working life. discrimination.backstabber.biasness & much more surface as we grow. Prove urself! No one will feel sorry for you.
Lagging with the update of my life. Gonna keep it short and sweet. If not i will find it a hassle to blog. =) Alright, after camp. fell sick!. Gastric gave me problem again. i think it's bcuz of the whole tube of oreo i ate on friday. I vomitted the nex day and the very nex day as well. it finally stopped today. Tuesday. Tired to go out on friday. Rot @ home. Saturday, training from 12pm til 3.30. Was stil tired from the camp. Went gym class, but cancelled. Wasted trip. Slack a while b4 headin to town with zhijun. Met friend and caught a movie called Little Man. (not nice, too lame liaos) not my type of movie. then head home. not feeling well. so not well. went home. laid on bed and slpt. Stomach felt uncomfortable. Nex morning, sunday. woke up. bath. Puked again. stuffs i ate the night b4. kao. haven digest?! But i felt much much better! appetite was back. Had to go for clayton's farewell lunch @ Glasshouse(fish and co) 2pm. met zhijun @ je mrt stt. ate halfway, father called. told me tt my dog gave birth. onli my sis was @ home. hurried finish my lunch and rush home by cab cuz sis gonna go for work. So happy lahs !.. PUPPIES ! hahs . there's onli 1 when i reached home. Quite disappointed, but i knew there's goin to b more. after 2-3 hrs wait. 3 more came by! i was the only 1 tt witness it. =D Honoured. HAHA! bleah =p
So happy na . =D !..
they are BROWN, not Black okie! Dont ask me why . the onli reason i can giv is bcuz their father is this colour. lols. so they r lik tt. lik father lik son/daughter. anyway, one died. cuz too small and cannot make it. i think there's some complication. but nvm! 3 healthy one survived! 2 female and 1 male. Y E A H! .
Dont congras me, congras her. lols. i don wanna b the 1 who's pregnant. HAHAs.
Monday training as usual. It's cardio on monday! Gosh ~. PT PT PT !. dying. Training our endurance. i cried. many cried. not onli physical pain. mentally as well. tt's the hard part. u wont get it until u have tried what we'd been thru tt day. 1st time PT made us cried. POWER~. done some grp stunt as well. weight and height taking after training. i lost weight! think bcuz of my illness bah. hopefully i wont gain back when i recover.*prays* =).
night every1 .. =D .. slp tit e... muackies.~.. missing BU ..- 0 Comments
Saturday, September 09, 2006, 2:11 AM
Training Camp ~~~.. 2006
Training Camp started~~
woke up @ 6 plus when i slpt @ 4am.(i laid on bed for 2 hrs b4 i get to fall aslp). So damn tired when i woke up. ~.~ it was just lik a 5 mins nap. my father sent me to school. phew~. carried a lot of stuffs. lols. 2 bags 1 small pillow and 1 small dog soft toy. =D . reached school ard 7.30am. 8 was the reporting time, a few people was late. accumulate ard 275 push up for the squad. Z.z.zz. but nvm nahs ! we're a team. nex time don be late hor.s hhas.. Started with splitting into 4 groups for our camp. the procedures was so funny. every1 of us was blindfolded and located all over the sportsdeck(our training ground) by the committee members. then the committee members whispered into our ears and told us what animal were we. after that, we all had to make the sound of the animal that they had told us in order to find our group members. hahs x. like lost herd like that. anyway, i'm the cow. So i Mooooooooo~~~ whahs .. there r chicken, pig and sheep. Quite fun. =D the game is call animal farm.
After we'd got into our groups and waiting for instructions =).
we got into our groups and we're supposed to rename our group and come out with one cheer. My group is called Phoenix ! Consisting of jannies, yiling, xiangying, yujin, sarina, jen, andra and me! And there goes our cheer !
(with clasp) Phoenix Phoenix that's our name !
Cheering Dancing that's our game!
P H O E N I X !
P H O E N I X !
Phoenix ! You Gonna ?!
Phoenix ! You Gonna ?!
GO ! FIGHT ! WIN ! (AH!)
GO ! FIGHT ! WIN !
YEAH!
ya, that's our group cheer~.. go Phoenix...~! haHas.
After that, we all went for campus run after some warm up. ran for ard 3.2 km ! plus doing some physical exercise at some station during the run. it's the ultimate running among the 4 days.~~ burn fats .. burn burn.. ~~ hahs . very shiok after the run .. then we proceeds to more physical exercises and stretching for flexibility. ard 11++am, we gave juniors a surprise while they were playing some game. hahs x.. BU appeared at the sportdeck unexpectedly for them. Can see that they were quite shock when they saw them. hahs x. Lenny told them that BU was unable to make it for our camp initially as a plan for the surprise. Well, they were happy to see them ! ME too !!!! Training resumes, they taught us some stunts. Pop cradle ! we really learnt something. the technics. felt so different from the way we used to do it. Happy! ~ ~ it's Gym time... then dinner time !.. hahas. all of us mingled around with BU ppl and got to know each other more.. BU had to go for their national training and it's game time for us ! =D ~ .. We played 4 diff types of game.
Games getting started ~~ =D
orBi .. !! whahs.. Samuel and my junior Emily..=P kana drawn
my group (PHOENIX) with one senior Audrey =D
Loser gonna be drawn on their faces with lipstick. i didnt Kana. phew.~I shall not go into details of the games, cuz there goes the photos~~~~ N somemore pics~
Preparing for some ritual led by Lenny our coach. table filled with candles. lols.~ no la.. it's CANDLE WAR!
End of the game..~ left over candles
ard 11++pm we all went to bath and BU was stil training. they r jus damn power. photos and videos of their routine cant be posted as it is kept confidential for their national competition. =P ! Return to our dorm, and tt's end of Day 1.
Our DORM.. sleeping area.. hhas . messy hur.. but who cares? =P
Day 2, tuesday . woke up @ 7++am and report @ 8 as usual. Warm-up and went for campus run again ..~~ . same, ard 3.2km . but lesser stations this time. Sweat it all out ! =D before running, u always dont feel like it. but when u started running, it just keep on going. Again, physical exercises again..~. push-up, crunches, full crunch. it hurts! all our abs hurts tt day ! 12pm, it's lunch time. BU joined us. yeah ~~! ate lunch and we'd got a competition too.. arm wrestling..~~ lols.. BU vs Magnum .
Left BU, Right Magnum. hee s. Card vs Dion !
Narin vs Andra ..woohoo ~~.=D
BU's supporters cum cheerleaders ..~ hahs . where's magnum's?? >=|!
Stunts training begin again. =) learnt new stuffs. Group stunts. we also learnt partner stunt - toss-up shoulder stand ~! FUN ! ENJOYED ! time passes very fast n it's dinner time ! hahs .. then we had time to our group to come out with one routine with the remix given to us during day 1 in one CD. We had to choreograph dance n stunts. a bit stress cuz we only hav 3 days to come up with everything. @ 9pm, we had a theory test given to us as well as some quizzes for our group. then we head back to dorm and tt ends our day 2. Some of us waited for BU ppl to finish their training and stayed up to chat with them. They r jus so fun to hang out with. =D ! chatted with Golffy quite alot.
Wednesday ~~~ Running again, but not campus. hees .. hall. then do some warm down and stretching. =) proceed to stunts training before lunch this time. cuz BU gonna go for last min. shopping ard 2++pm. learnt pitch-toss today. almost able to do twist up 2-2-1, but limited time.. too bad na !!! want to try lehs.. =( !!!nvm, sure got chance . alright, they all went for their shopping and we all had time for our group's routine. that evening, it's the BBQ night. we invited cheerleaders from diff squads of singapore to join us as well. What a happening night.
Before going for BBQ, in the dorm. Beer and me !
Nut and me ~ ^^.v
=D BU performed one of their routine for us as well.. it was WOW ~~!! Bet alot of ppl was amazed. took tons of photos!!
while waiting for the food to be cooked,.. tt's how Dion passes his time.. lols. Cupie with Xiwen.
girls on the swing..~~ recallin our childhood.. =D More lik LESBO . hahs
magnum guys helping up and preparing ..~
Carry(graduated BU cheerleader) Me and Jannies !~~
me and tear ..~! =D .. he's HOT ! hahs . =P
Jannies, Golffy and me .~ he looks like a mixed, but he's a pure Thai. Damn style one him.
BU preparing performance for us ~!! *AMAZED ONE*
BU and Magnum group photo. Yea ..~!
Jus some of us .. hee s.. =)
12++am we all went back to the dorm . =) outside cheerleaders went back. but the night is stil young for BU and Magnum . =D =D =D.. got performance from BU as well as Magnum at the dorm. some entertainment performance... we all laugh till pengz..~~~~ Sompa.. LOAF ~... Enjoyed the night a lot . unforgettable .
that night, most of us stayed up till very late to practice our routine for the showdown on the nex day. i think i slpt @ 5 am .. and we gotta wake up @ 9am. in the end, Day 4. all of us woke up late! whahs .. i mean all ~! 10am . so everything was delayed a bit. woke up, went for lunch and then it's ShowDown time !! competition among the 4 groups. *was nervous na* we're the fourth group to perform. Yeah !! and we got 2ND ! ! ! we expect to be the last actually.. then the guys were so happy .. lols..~ .. hugging each other and rolling on the floor.. lols. Elated! anyway, our dance screwed up,but i think our pyramid helped us. ^^.v ~
Break camp ~~~ !!!
End of training camp.. ! cheese~~!
Another shot.. one is not enough.. hahs .. =D
Airport
All of us met @ airport ard *8++pm to send BU off . so sad na ~~ T.T ... don wish them to leave and they dont bear to leave singapore as well. Tears filled our eyes when Toey made a speech. even ur guys cried. *touched* ~ PEOPLE! ! No. 1 !!! let's make it happen AGAIN !
Me and Toey (BU's Coach) .. =)
Phoenix and Golffy ..we miSs him !
JEZ with Tear, Golffy and Nui.. love them . hahs . =D
Me and Narin. (he looks like xiao zhu in real person .. ! ) no joke. he's a superb base and a great tumbler! *claps*
me and Yatt.. Another great tumbler~!! backhand spring, layout ..o.o ! he looks lik chipmonk n he knows how to imitate it. lols.
Bangkok University's Cheerleaders !
BU with MAGNUM! =D NO.1 !~~ So sad nahs..~ T.T . they leaving.
more photos available @ The Training Camp's Photos : http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2102105204 .. cuz too much to be uploaded.. lazy!.. lol.s album cre8ed by my junior 0 Comments
12:04 AM
So so happy ~~~~
Soooooooo Happy ~~~~ !!
Alright, i am here to share my joy! hahsx. No idea how should i get i started. But i want to say that i enjoyed myself these past 6 days! ! really enjoyed a lot.
Bangkok University (BU) cheerleaders came over to singapore. They specially came to teach and improve us on our cheerleading skills even though their Nationals Competition is drawing near. Therefore, i was away for 4 days. We had 4 days 3 nights training camp. whoo ..~ .. (mon to thurs)
Saturday, went to Dion's birthday party @ CDANS's Karaoke Pub. Reached there around 6++pm with jannies. more and more ppl arrived around 7++pm. Buffet started !! i like the food. Esp the durian cum cream puff ..~! Makes me hungry now.. ard 8++ to 9 pm , BU came ! =D . so happy nahs ..~!! So long nv see them. Since last year Oct when we went Bangkok for training. This time, they came over. They arrived in the morning on Saturday and stayed in our school. They attend Dion's birthday party and they got the atmosphere liven up. there's ard 25 - 30 of them. They r damn good @ dancing. ~ Jus so damn good. tt includes the guys as well! Shake lik nobody's business. ~~! we dance and drink til 12+am.. it's jus so fun. Karen was the only one drunk. She's so cute lahs. Said happy birthday to everyone when she was drunk, except to Dion.whahs ~..s and laid on the floor when Eunice asked her to go and dance. Quite shock to see her like that. hhas . but we all enjoyed right? =D . BU went back to our sch to stay with our committees. and we went home.
The nex day, i met jannies ard 3 @ Bugis bcuz BU were shopping there. Zhijun had smtg on, hence was not there at first. We helped to bring some of them around the place. Lenny's not feeling well, so went back to rest a while. both of us brought Tear, Golffy and Noi around the place. Most of the BU ppl loves Samuel & Kelvin's stuff. somemore there's 70% sale on that day ~!! oMG .. i dont seems to be that lucky when i go shopping. whhas. they bought quite alot of stuffs from there as well. but due to the sale, many sizes had been sold out. Brought 3 of them to The Edge and they bought bags at Zinc. We helped them to bargain as well. i think in total, 3 bags cost $80.(actual price in total cost $105) average 1 bag ard $26.6. i think it's worth it for their design. =) ard 5++pm, we all gathered and prepared to go back. =D . reached school ard 6++pm and they changed into their training attire to train for they coming national's. wOw.. didnt even eat their dinner yet. we sat there to see them train, was amazed nas.. ~~~ ! me and jannies went of ard 10+pm as we haven pack our bags for the monday camp, while zhijun decided to stayed on to see BU train. Anyway, they had won 6 Consecutive Nationals Champion in Bangkok. (No. 1) ! =D 0 Comments
Friday, September 08, 2006, 10:56 PM
Pictures pictures...~~~
Pictures pictures...~~~
stil remember one of my posts regarding National Day performance in School? hahs ..yasx.. tt's the one. n these are the photos !! Finally got it from jannies. it'd been such a drag.... ~~~~ BUT!! nvm .. =D muz b patience , good things r worth tt. whahs ~.. =P .
pretty pretty .. jk ~~ hee s.
12 men - Freestyle~~...
Macho girls... Sweetie guys.. ~
.Jannies & me ! ~ cam whoring again.. =P
JELZ- FOREVER . + 1 extra @ the back .. zhongwei. =x trying hard to blend in.
Monday training starts as usual as exams r over! =) . 2 weeks w/o training n can see that we slacked off the track. endurance level dropped for me. diao.. cannot ar, must catch up. jiayou every1! =D. monday's training is mainly on cardio and PT. even til now, our body is still aching . Ouch. but this shows tt we trained hard alright. hahs, but stil not good enuff. love training stil . =D . Tuesday got performance for i duno what student excellence award presentation in sch. hahs. didnt really do that well for tt performance probably bcuz the lack of rehearsals plus i think got at least 10% contribution from the aching.. So, was quite disappointed with it, however it makes me want to do much much more better for the routine again! N not GIVING IT UP. =)
wassup with zhijun ?! lols.
ahh.. tt's better~!
there's buffet for that event as well. a very big one. got choco fondue, satay, pekin duck in crepe, desserts and lots and lots of food. Got their so called' Tiramisu' also, but it sux. =x! anyway, i got to know the 'history' of Tiramisu from my senior, Grace, on the day. Was surprised~ lols
It was so called a viagra last time. Shocking hur. Started from Venice, where men will take it b4 they have sex.(women can also take it las. But mayb in the olden days, guy do most of the job). lols. Tiramisu contains 3 main components, cheese, alcohol and caffeine. Cheese - to provide energy. Alcohol - to get high. Caffeine - to act as stimulant. Amazing huh. that's my fav dessert so does it mean smtg? hahs. Nahs! ! what u all thinkin sia.aiyo. ya, so basically tt's abt it. => n Mayb after this entry, production rate for Tiramisu increased. hahs.
anyway, we were happily feasting. we had a lot of balloons as well, cuz onli we can get it down by going on shoulder stand. hahs. too high up the ceiling liaos. we took alot ~~.. then many ppl asked from us, so we helped them take as well..so fun hur. =D
i walking back to clubhouse w/ balloons-candid shot by zhijun.lols
wednesday, went for gymnastic class. body ached lik hell. Zz.z ~ cant do many things properly. quite demoralised. =( . time seems to past quite fast that day. after gymnastic class, me and zhijun went to Lenny's hse. Cuz we'r goin to Zouk that night & meeting jannies over there later. Lenny stayed ard that area and he's coming with us as well. He got a dog called fei fei, but i always call him mao mao accidentally.(cuz he really got a lot fur, like xiao mao qiu[small fury ball])hahs.it's a Pom. cute lil dog! Bath and Dolled up. reached Zouk @ 12, met up with jannies and her friends. Pearlyn and Carry arrived later. Bumped into a no. of friends there too. From Ngee Ann Canoeing and Dragonboaters as well. Mambo's fun. hahs. new experience @ mambo. RnB was not too bad as well, but far too crowded. 85% of the guys on that day CMI. -.-~ Lenny went off 1st as it's too crowded. and we left when everything ends. head to Lenny's hse. Bernard was grooming fei fei. fei fei is not mao mao anymore. no hair ardy. hahs. but stil cute. like half rabbit half dog. whahs.. ~ watched UCA's(united cheerleading association) competition video. Motivated! we ate supper and chatted. 5 of us ( pearlyn, zhijun, jannies, lenny and me) Carry dozed off 1st. time passes very fast.Til 8++am, i started to get tired lo. i'm the 2nd ! hahs. then followed by them. we all woke up @ 1++pm and took cab home. anyway, it's teachers' day ! Happy Teachers' Day!! hahs . sorry for the lateness, but better then never. =D 0 Comments
12:35 AM
CLUB - MOS
CLUB - MOS
Saturday
Went to Balcony to have dinner with zhijun and *Billy. He invited us. Jannies was too shag to go cuz ytd she was drunk. too bad lars, she missed good food !! anyway, Balcony is related to MOS as well. take note of their staff's uniform. Billy ordered something nice for us. it's really nice. something like chicken chop, but the sauce/gravy is so fragrant~~~~ Mushroom sauce over the grilled chicken w/ potato wedges and salad by the side.(forgot to take picture)WASTED! but nvm., it's his treat. then went to 2nd lvl to chill out and chat before heading to MOS.
Found out that mingquan they all also goin there again on tt night. wah, chiongster sia~. quite shock. then we all went over there to meet them. zhijun forgot to bring I/C on that day.~ .. WTF.! scared us sia ~.. lucky got jiu bin(save star)lols. *Billy helped her to get in and we were under the RnB VIP. pHew~~~~.. Lucky ar. Went in to find mingquan they all and dance liaos. . anyway, he got one friend who took really good care of me and zhijun. Edwin. thanks ! =) . u had to be there to know why. loLs.!! nvm... yar. we took photo with Dj tang again!. loLs~... and this time also with Dj Rattle.! both of them are darn good lars.. Keep on Rollin' !