I'm E M I L Y (敏敏),
born on 21 Jan, still enjoying my 22 youth.
Currently studying at SIM(BSc Business).
Working as Sales Executive in Oil&Gas Industry.
Born Roman Catholic,
and loves Tiramisu! CHEER CareBear is my fav. (:
That's not enough, read to find out more about me (:
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woot x.~ my 100th post ! n this wont be a short post. =)! but it's stil the updates of my life.
Me jannies and accompanies are unable to join the GL thingy lo.. Zzz. sian. Cuz we are going to have our attachment nex semster, which coincidentally clashes with the Sports Camp 2007. Quite sad, but nvm lo.. hahs x.. what to do? But stil glad that we'd enjoyed these 2 trainings and met new friends. =) Serena Ong Mei Qian! sorry ar, not we dont wanna join. hahs x. i know u will understand de . muack*
After that, zhijun, jannies. xiangying, kaiyan, some GL's training friends and me went Bt Timah Market there to have our dinner. We only had beancurd and tang yuan.. Healthly lifestyle lehs ~. hahs . cuz we not hungry la. also had some disagreement over y ordered cold one instead of hot. lols. ZJ lo. =x~ but 1 min okie le. ^^.v
Was damn tired ardy, and had to wake up at 6.30am the nex morning(saturday) for National's Tryout. Z.z. ! damn scared i failed to wake up. die also must send my spirit there. hence i msg-ed zhijun, jannies & serena to give me morning call. hees.
i called the 3 persons whom r supposed to give me morning call. i called them, none of them picked up @ ! don care them 1st, then i go makan breakfast le. after tt, i called them again. onli zhijun failed to pick up. so i msg-ed her lo. =) reached school ard 8.20am. Stil so slpy~ waited for my coach-es to arrived and the Tryout starts @ ard 10 am. Everyone was so stress. We warmed up our stunts and do some stretching.
2 groups ardy had their Tryout on Friday, left the last 2 groups on Saturday which consists of 17 ppl. after group stunts had been observed, we moved on to partner stunts, and then it's individual segment. STRESS~ lols. the no. i pick is 5, which means i'm the 5th in the queue. Alright, it includes Flexibility. Jumps. Gymnastics. Cheer.
Hopefully i did it..? =) Today's(monday) the results for National. *prays* shall tell ya the results when i received the news bahs. hahs.
Being in National means more commitment. 150% at least . will i be able to cope with it? the stress will come expeditiously. i know. and i have to balance my life between studies, private life and trainings. If i got in, nonetheless, i need support from ppl esp my baby. i hope he will understand what i have to go through during that period of time. also from my family and friends. =) tt is if i got in.
What we'd went through.. only we know?? do u ? (copied from serena's post & edited some parts - anyway it's true =))
Now for my beloved team;MAGNUM FORCE :many a times, i get people asking/telling me; "why do u want to spend so much time on training? got money earn meh?!"
"wah siao SO MANY trainings!"
"cheerleading need so many training want meh?"
"wah! so dangerous"
"ur cheerleading guys all want to see girls lah"
"flyers very good hor? no need to do anything?"
"cheerleaders are stuck up?"
"if u fall and no one catch u how?"
"you not scare meh?"
"quit lah, waste time only"
people who said all these dont know abt cheerleading, they dont know the amount of hardwork one is needed and the importance of everyone in the team. We need many training cos this is not an individual sports but a team sport. Other team sports like basketball, volleyball or netball need alot of communication between players and individual skills to win the game, for cheerleading it involves not only communication and skills but also trust, cos flyers life are entrust to our other teammates while we're stunting. Be it spotters or bases.
(added by me )Money ? Passion doesnt come tgt with money. We r not slave for money. we enjoyed what we do and we fight hard for what we want. tt's call Passion. it's not easy for people to have Passion for something. we r glad that our squad had come tgt bcuz we all had something in common. Not everything's abt money, it's abt not regretting what you had not done what you want in life. =)
Fear. Of couse im scare, but i'll rather belive that when i fall, they'll defintely catch me.(though accident do happen to most flyers b4, but we learnt) it took me quite a while to overcome my fear in flying BUT im still learning.
Guys in cheerleading are considered gays? or jus to be in the squad for the sake of girls? That's simply a misconception of people, because they have no idea how tough the guys have to be able to endure through the pain and injuries the flyers had created by falling in all direction. How each and every1 of them trained so hard to get the stunts up. I respect all my bases and im sorry for all the injuries that i'd created.
Cheerleaders are stucked up? yes, i use to feel that way too but eversince i know and learnt more abt this sport, i know why cheerleaders appear to be stuck up to some people, that because, we're all trained to display our self-confidence in such a way. when stunting and doing routine, all this confidence made a true cheerleader shine.
in cheerleading, it seems that we need to be good in EVERY SINGLE THING.we need to groove, we need to dance, we need superb coordination power, we need alertness, we need sharpness, we need to have physical strength, endurance power and lastly, will power.
its because of all these trainings that we have, everyone of us give up some things that we badly wanted at some point of time. But all these brought us bonded together as one united team, in magnum we train hard, play hard and love one another. its not easy to strive a balance, and to me , i think everyone is trying hard to find the balance. i didnt know how much i want to be part of cheerobics until now, i was in doubt of myself; i dont know if im up to it to cope with the stress, and was i even ready for it. my conclusion is; i'll put in my 120% if im given the chance, but if i am not given the chance, i'll work even harder to fight for my place next year. =) i read the MAGNUM FORCE message board. and ryan wrote this.
[[ This are what we stand for:
For all the times we sacrifice with our love ones
For all the injury we suffered
For all the sleep we missed
For all the people that supported us
For our family that understand us
For the luv our sch principal gave us
For all the money we spend on shoes
For all the butts we squeeze during training
For all the misunderstand guys get from tis sport
For all the PT we do during training
For all the television and movies we missed
For all the friends outing we couldn't attend
For all the souls that will always be with us
For our passion in cheerleading
For the committee that protected us
For our fractured hair president(we miss u come back now!)
Lastly for our beloved coach (we luv u) ]]
yes, for the everything that we've given up or missed out in a way or two. for everyone we've neglected during the whole process.
I love my team. I love my coach. I love cheerleading. and my passion for cheerleading shall continue.
hmm.... been quite a period since i last update stuffs regarding my life now? hahs .. well, time passes so fast tt the 5th week of school is starting. this meant that CT is drawing NEAR ~ .. -.- . sian 1/2 . and the results of my CT will determine something, so it's a MUST tt i have to do well for it & i will ! =)) No matter what, i still need luck hur.. it's better to b humble abit bahs. tt's what i feel.
Had trainings on tuesday wednesday(gymnastic) & thursdays. today(saturday) supposed to go for training as well, but had some gastric prob hence cant make it. -.-~ .Since thursday, gastric ardy started to give me prob.. It's not that i wanted to skip meal, but the fact is that i am not feeling hungry at all. Did not know that this will activate my gastric problem AGAIN. but nvm, i'll be back !! =))
On friday, zhijun, jannies, xiangying, kaiyan, ziliang, shuan and me went for SSC's training. All of us being psycho by tt serena to join..hahs x.~ cause she's the secretary there ar.. ai seh.. big shot lehs.. whahs .. then we all give her face, bo bian ..~ =x .. tt training, at first quite boring lahs. cuz the ice-breaking games is we all all played before one. ya..trained from 6++ til ard 8.30++ end le. so some of us went to run 3 rounds the track to shed off some fats and to keep fit. Do some own stretching for our flexibility as well as crunches and stuffs. (PPL! it's important to do some exercise ar.. minimise the risk of getting heart problem wor..* Rmb =)..) After that, go market makan dinner. Sounds contradicting hur. Run then eat. =x ! hahs . *BUT! as long as it's within 2 hours after u exercise and u eat, it's alright. -it's proven-!*
after tt i go meet my baby lo. it's friday night. the night i stay over @ his place. finally tt day of the week came. hahs. =))! both of us did not sleep well tt very night. we had no idea why also. lols. it's jus so different from every other night i spent @ his hse. It's not that kind of 'yi jiao dao tian liang'( once u slp and the moment u open ur eyes, it's ardy in the morning.) yar, both of us jus keep waking up in the middle of the night. i called it 'shui li bu an'(unable to sleep peacefully). Onli ard 8++, then we r able to slp soundly. we suspect got "something" disturbing us. whahs x..~ .. But i dont think so la. Kinda weird sia. -.-~ . diaos. then i woke up @ 11 by my gastric's pain. -.-!! no need to go training liao lo lik tt. yar, tt's y i didnt went. =x.. then i rest @ my baby's hse, after tt i went home in the evening. do some stuffs @ home. gastric got better le, then headache comes. DUI** i took panadol, no choice. don lik the feelin of headache. but it seems like no effect. ard 9++ i go meet baby again, his friends also @ his hse watchin soccer. but when i reached there, they leaving lo. woohoo.. baby's mine again.lols. n i accidentally gave my baby's mother a shock. *Sorry Auntie!!* =x
Quite satisfied today bahs~~ .. hahs .. yeah! monday's coming . so happy.. hees. => ! btw, baby's buying me a blue floral dress online .. =D . will upload the pic once i received it from him. ^^.v it's damn nice lo, i like. hees. thanks baby !! *muacks* ..
alright.. tt's all for today .. gonna rush for magnum's brochure thingy lo.. gdnight every1 .. swtdrms.. TRYOUT is near!! JIAYOU every1..~!! DOn b too stress ar, though i am . lols. =x bye ! 0 Comments
Thursday, November 16, 2006, 12:44 AM
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just blogged. but it's not gonna b published. just a private post for myself tt's y had not been updating recently. =)! will b updating real soon . take care every1- gdnight ~ 0 Comments
Monday, November 13, 2006, 3:40 AM
Bangkok U. prelim
Bangkok University Prelim.
GO BU !! =D .. Final's coming n do it all out .. =)) ! JIAYOU~! .. MAGNUM misses u, and hope the best out of u all too .. don let us down .. ^^.v !! we await for more good news. GOOD LUCK! Cheer on ~!
hahs .. ntg to blog abt. so jus upload this video for u ppl to see.. though not really tt perfect, but it's for ur entertainment.. hees.x ^^.v hope u all enjoy it ! it's our public performance for m2bTV(new broadband chl) 3 weeks ago. yar.. =)
alright ! jus wan to advertise for Magnum's Webbie .. hahs ..the site is upgrading n lotsa n lotsa of photos had been uploaded as well !! feel free to visit n u will find many interestin stuffs. we do not just train, we have fun too ~ .. ! =))
nice right? All the Mid-flyers (i'm top second from the right)thanks karen ! more to come for top flyers and bases. join as a member n find out more !! ^^.v www.magnumforce.cjb.net 0 Comments
Wednesday, November 08, 2006, 12:55 AM
Stiff neck
Gonna hav a stiff neck tml . =) hit the floor with a huge impact on my neck. cant even visualise how did it happen. split second, great velocity from the gravity pulled me down. tears flow, unable to move. i laid on the mats holding on to my neck for quite sometime, head n neck hurts. Quite an experience. But tt will nt stop me from going on ~. =))
Magnies,i'm alright. Don worry! Thanks for texting and msging me online asking if i'm okie or not. Bases, dont feel guilty or anything. Jus do ur best next time. i still trust u all!
Gotta go ~ damn tired now. night every1 ~ swtdrms''
arGh ...~~ tt's smtg wrong with my blog tt i had to do in the notepad then ask my friend to paste it for me. LOUSY web sia.dont know what the ENGINEER doin. LOLS. =P anyway, thanks ! hahs
alright, didnt update for quite sometime ardy. think u all miss my post also .. hees. =P what's happening in my life recently? Sch lo, what else. but skip tt! Last saturday, went to Eunice's ( my magnum senior) 21st birthday party @ NP Alumni function room. woohOoo .. the buffet was sumptuous!! DAMN delicious lors. it's sinful i know. =x . yar, the party was good. got lots of balloon, then we use the Helium from it to get our voice changed temporary. hahs . Just take in the Helium with mouth and suck it into ur lungs..hahsx.. Then, TaaDaa~~.. ur voice changed n it's damn funny when u speak. Ppl, go try it ! then u will know how it sounds like, i dont want to reveal it. whahs .. =Pp after tt we went to HALO Bar which is just bside it as it's also the birthday of Ryan (magnum junior). we enjoyed ourself there lo. Sing k and drink abit. anyway, once again! happy belated birthday to them! photos will be uploaded soon as i haven get it from zhijun. the night's stil young on tt saturday. me zhijun and jannies went to BUSK CAFE(wine bar) to meet friends. we chill and slack there. hees.. n ard 2++ am we headed home los.
well, as for today. school 1pm til 5pm. then went for training. we MOVED HOUSE. i mean our club hse. so training starts @ 7 pm as we need to move alot of stuffs. we trained @ Atrium today as it's raining heavily n sportsdeck was occupied by fencing ppl. tooo bad los.
yeah!!!! so so so happy tt i learnt new stuffs today . i did Basket Toss BAck Tuck ~~!! hahsx. though not perfect, but jus felt happy abt it. I'll perfect it one day ! hees . but injured my right knee accidentally. duno how come sia . somemore is when not doing stunts tt time injured de. i jus squat down to pick smtg when moving clubhse, then i immediately stand up giving out a loud 'OUCH!' when i felt a strain in my knee. it's stil hurtin now. tt super uncomfortable feeling, even hav difficulties squating and walking up steps now. Zzz. ! hope it heals asap as tryout is comin soon(postpone from 27-28 to later date lo). =( *PRAYS*
tt's all for now.. i'm sick.. gonna go rest too le.. ppl, drink more water! viruses' spreadin ard ~~ goodnight every1, slp tit e ~~!!
