I'm E M I L Y (敏敏),
born on 21 Jan, still enjoying my 22 youth.
Currently studying at SIM(BSc Business).
Working as Sales Executive in Oil&Gas Industry.
Born Roman Catholic,
and loves Tiramisu! CHEER CareBear is my fav. (:
That's not enough, read to find out more about me (:
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Once again ~!!.. Merry Christmas to all ^^.v HOHOHO~~~~
Met Zhijun ard 3+ pm and headed to town by cab to do some very last minute shopping on christmas eve. It's raining when we reached town, so it's like abit diao..~~ We went to a no of places. 1st stop. LUcky Plaza. ( the plaza i hated the most. =P cuz got alot of maids and banglaSSS =x) and i got Jannies's present there.. whahs. =x ! It's what she had wanted anyway. =) Davidoff's Cool Game's Man. yeaps .. =D then we headed to Tangs ~ Woots, there's sale there . 20%. got myself a belt and a shorts. cuz cheap cheap. but nice and worth it. hees. =x and i also bought one more present for my baby. =) Adidas' cap. hope he likes it.
Nv buy much on Saturday cause most of the presents had already been bought on friday.
For Baby = Hugo Boss's Set. (includes Cologn+Shower Gel+Deodorant) i love the scent of it lots.
Zhijun = Escada Perfume set + 1 handbag(shared by me and Jannies)
Magnum = Present for Magnum's Christmas Party
Family= Family's Exchange present
Baby's Brother = A T-Shirt
stuffs bought on friday
after being wrapped up
Back to Saturday ~~ .!!! yeap, shop and shop.. ntg else to buy and i gtg @ 5++ for Church @ Woodlands. SOrry to leave zhijun alone there but i'd got no choice ..N i know she understands de lorsx. =D Church starts @ 7.30pm til 8.30pm. nex, i went to my aunt's house which is just a few blocks away from the church. hahs .. Dinner buffet~~~ ! nice food anyway.. =) ! many relatives arrived. my cousins and much more. so long nv see them, and they are stil the same. wwhahs x. door gift's is given as well~ so good lars. i love it very much.
The Door Gift.. i like it ! =>
Present i got from the exchange. ^^.v (there's biscuit in it!)
me with Anne, my sister(Jacqueline) & Annie
self-taking time!!! =x
my aunt got a dog too!! shih tzu ~~ and it's called Lucky. i wonder y so many people loves to call their dog Lucky. really alot lo.. from what i know this is the fifth dog i know that is called LUcky. -.- ~.. hahs .. nvm lahs. suits them . hees . chatted with my cousins Annie and Anne quite a bit as well. =)
Left ard 10++pm, mummy fetched my sister to my sister's friend house and dropped me off somewhere to take a cab. =(( . hahsx. no lah, cuz bu shun lu to where she's going mahs.. understandable..~ and she gave me cab fare as well. supposed to meet my baby de, but he's not done yet. still singing @ kbox with his friends, cant leave there. so i was left dangling. =x hahs. nvm bahs. luckily, some of my friends from magnum had a very last minute gathering @ a friend's hse in jurong. Phew..~ so i went there 1st lo .. =)) go there slack and chill. there got a dog too.. Shih tzu ~~! called LUCKY too ~!! lols.. i am not lying ! it's true okies. ah, the sixth. but this one is damn tiko, tt's all i can say. hahs .
Ard 11.2am, Baby told me he's done le. reaching home soon, then i went over to meet him lo. Cuz i die die also want to countdown Christmas with him .. =x ! . hees. and i managed to! Whee~~~ .. so happy.. it's 11.58 when i reached his doorstep. pHew. hai lai de ji, of cuz.. i RAN okies. =x yeaps, he opened the door and i wished him merry christmas le. He's the 1st one whom i greeted Merry Christmas on a Christmas Day. And same to him too~ .. hees . HAppy ! ! we exchanged presents~~~ ..
Baby gave me a watch which i think it's not cheap.. hees .~ .. cuz it's nice with crystals ! and from Swatch. i love it a lot~! i just need one too~~ .. muacks.. thanks baby ! ~! ^^.v zhen dong wo xin hur.. love u.
Christmas present from baby .. ^-^ *muack*
me to him~!! =) HUGO BOSS's Cologn+Shower Gel+Deodorant
Adidas Cap
Spend the night over @ his place.. ~~ warmth christmas i'd. Nex morning, both of us woke up @ 1++pm .. hahs .. Pig lai de . =x ate lunch bought by his mum. & wanted to give baby's bro his present but he went pulau ubin with baby's father le. =( in the end auntie helped me to give it to him. =)
Left baby's hse ard 3++pm and i went home to bath and get changed ~~~ meetin baby later for movie @ jurong point. The Night At The Museum. Baby, booked the tickets online le. i'm quite surprised. ^^.v!! met at 5.30pm and we headed to JP lo ~~.. it's ren shan ren hai there. Collected our tickets @ AXS machine and went down to alter the length of my watch baby bought for me. =) ! Baby, decided to get his mum a Christmas present too! =D. filial baby . ^-^. we went to Heart to Heart Jewellery to have a look, and decided to get his mum an earing. Hence we bought it for auntie. Hope she likes it =)!
Soon then, it's time for our show ~.. ^^.v anyway, the movie is nice ~~.. adventurous as well as humorous. lols. worth watching . =)) ! it ended @ 8.45. baby's father called. Yuan lai was to ask us to go NTUC there to meet them as baby's family had just finished shopping at JP. Then all of us went back together. i go to baby's hse of cuz. =D ate my dinner there as well. =) passed auntie the christmas present too..~ ..! baby's bro passes me a drawing wishing me merry christmas too~! SO cute lor him! =D hahs.. yeap, and tt's how my christmas eve and day were spent. i enjoyed myself a lot ~~ .. =)) esp christmas day.
Presents i'd received ....
from zhijun.. =D ~~ i love it~~! a necklace that spells my name.(the bigger pic is a zoom in of it)
from jannies ~~ ^^.v woots~ Dolly's Girl Perfume. i wanted tt LONG AGO! =D
i know i'm late in wishin u people Merry Christmas over here ~~~ .. No time nah ! Busy Busy ..~ getting present, preparing stuffs and everything.. Duhz. ! Sorry every1 .. Pardon me kies. =DD.. thanks ! Anyway, this gonna b a long long post .
Alright, starting from Saturday .. =))
Well, there's AGM(Annual General Meeting) in the afternoon @ 1pm for Magnum Force. For those who are quite knowledgable should know what AGM means hur..~ . but nvm, i'll briefly explain the meaning to u .. hees. Kind me ~ =x .
Basically, it's a meeting that will be held once every year for the people of the same interest or company. These people will come together to have a review of the year's progress of their interest and as well as promotion or passing down takes place.
And of course for us, only passing down took place this year. =) the post of President, Captain , Secretary, Welfare and Treasurer are being passed down to Jannies, Me , Karen Neo, Andra and Yujin respectively . =)) Congratulations~~!!..hahs .. STRESS comes le .. =x Got to learn lots from Ex-Captain Weicai..~~ Duo duo zi jiao ! Soon after that, we had our lunch buffet and photo taking session. (photos of AGM will be uploaded as soon as our camwhore(Serena) had increased her efficiency. whahs x..) =P WOLS !
Me and zhijun went off with our coach(DION) & his girlfriend(Crystal) as they had to do some last minute shopping for tonight's present exchange segment. Yeap~ ..bcuz Magnum's celebrating christmas that night as well. @ one of our graduated senior's(gladys) condo. located in Changi area. =)). Anyway, had to thank her for letting us to use her place even though she's not in Singapore (cuz she's an air-stewardess).Mutual Trust Exist. =D
So off we went to Turf City's Giant by Dion's car. Guess what he bought?!! lols.. (anyway budget is $10) Things he bought for the present exchange programme = 1 watermelon + 5 red apples + 6 cans of drinks + 1 box of strawberry + 1 bunch of banana. & he stuffed all into a box and wrapped it up. Biggest size present of all i think.. whhas x.. STupid las.~ Due to some miscommunication, the key to the house is not with us though we were the 1st to reached the area. Therefore, we had to wait for 2 other cars to arrived @ the house b4 we could actually go there. In that case, 4 of us went to have a walk @ Tampines mall & Century Sq. ~~ Damn tired ardy lahs.stil walk.. no choice.
Oh ya ~! Dion parked his car in a carpark which cost $1.50/hr. the carpark is so damn empty even though we saw lots and lots of car outside, but none of them enters the carpark tt we went in. Then Dion said something like ' maybe other carpark got promotion $0.50/hr ' as a joke. 1hr++ later, jus as we finished our walk n going to get the car. We walked past this carpark n saw this promotion ' 1cent /min, which means $0.60/hr' 4 of us LOAO..~~ then sian diao.. whahs .. too bad lar Dion. we too stupid le .=x - po qian xiao zai - Mayb East side is just that competitive, even carpark also got promotion.
Off we went to Gladys's place !! Had BBQ that night, lots and lots of food (pasta, turkey, chicken wings.......) . cant even finish it. but it was fun that very night .. we had BBQ, present exchange and some games going on. =)) . Amy made TIRAMISU for us !!! OMG !!!! each and every1 of us got 1. i feel like taking 2, but it's just nice for every1 onli.. =(( It's damn nice lor..~~~even better then some of the shops. I LOVE HER. whahs ..
TIRAMISU~~~ u know i'm a Tiramisu Craze if u know me well enuff => Even had blogged one post abt Origin of Tiramisu B4
After BBq-in, we went up to exchange present. the funniest one is of cuz Dion's, & tt was to Shaun. whahs .. We(magnum) made something for our coach Lenny and i think the words behind the book touched him cause he cried while reading it. =) Anyway, it's just a little effort by each and every1 of us. Hope u appreciate it . =D
Currently only had this pic.. whahs . this shows the efficiency of our Camwhore~. =x!
after present exchange
Next, some of us played game while some played mahjong . I learnt a new game that day ~~ ! hahs .. it's called DRINKING GAME. Cool game. ^^, it's not abt drinking alcohol anyway. hahs. it's abt not going to the toilet while u drink water as a punishment during the game. After 1++ to 2 hrs in the game, some1 definitely needs the toilet urgently. whahs .. in brief, the game is just abt lik tt. but the rules are much more than that. it is being played by using poker cards.
Turning late, some damn tired and went to slp. but of some of us, i think ard 13 of us went for a ride in 2 cars. Went to Geylang to see the Nightlife. then went to Marina South's 24 hr arcade ( also no ppl de, duno open 24hrs for what ) lols. =x after that, went back to gladys's condo.
5.30am le. ya, then me and zhijun went home soon after tt. nv slp los.! reached home ard 7.30 am, damn shag~~. *POM* *SNORE*~~ whahs ... End of that day for me ~~ . whahas x.. FUN celebration with Magnies ! ^^.v
MmmMmmm... 2nd time to Vivo last sunday. Met Zhijun after her Cheer Coach Workshop ard 5? i made her wait ard 3o mins bah. cuz her workshop ended early which i didnt expected it. sorry anyway . =) ~ ya.. we shop there .. walk walk .. hahs x.. Hungry ~ .. went into one restaurant called 'BOSSES' in chinese ' HEI SEI HUI ' to have our dinner ~! the place's damn cool lah. Yea.. gonna show u all the photos of course! =D
the entrance's sign
like bar/pub sia .. hahs . ~ nice design anyway.. =)
the Menu is meant to be slot under the table. Cool idea yea? like Mahjong table like that .. whas.. makes me feel so Noob at 1st.
there.. overview, it's like this .. =)
oh ya ..~ .. the drinks there are expensive ! N there's no ice water lor.. -.-~ . so to make it worthwhile, u better order something special then normal drinks lik ice lemon tea, coke), cuz the price is abt the same.
Here comes our drink s..~ . zhijun's strawberry and mine lime & lemon smoothies..
Our food ..~ ..! =DD 2 bowls of 'LaMian' 1 basket of 6 ' xiao long bao' and 1 basket of 3 ' custard buns '
the Lamian was not bad.. it may not look filling, but it is . hahs .. the xiao long bao i prefer 'Tian Le Li''s @ westmall.. yeap.. anyway, tt meal was damn filling & nice. quite worth it bahs. But i stil think that, they charged us for ambience. Drinks over price lo. but nvm.. =)) we enjoyed ~
hha s.. and 1 thing i told zhijun there..
Me : 'hey! sometimes i think that it's good to be fat u know ? ' 'i mean got those beer belly or something'
zhijun : 'huh? why leh ?! '
Me : 'there u see.. that table in front of me.' 'he can jus simply rest his arms while reading the menu!'
zhijun LOL
Me : 'whereas u see..' (i demonstrating...) ' we need to hold our own arms up, tiring lehs.'
zhijun : 'Ar nor!! ar nor !!' (trying to imitate that guy over there and see the difference between resting and holdin it up) of cuz she cant rest lah. she also no beer belly. lols
went up to the rooftop to see the scenary .. =)) .~ .. tt's sentosa~~
when will i be able to have my own ship? hhas ..
waiting for zhijun .. ntg to do ~~ hees .. zilian lars.
After that, we shopped.. =)) ~~ i bought 4 tops in total .. 2 from ebase(nt very exp).. 2 from MNG.. hm.. quite satisfied..~! SO LONG nv go shopping n buy clothes lo.. =) . ard 10 we left the mall. yeap s.. anyway, i caught 'eragon' tt day as well. hhas . not bad.. =) ! there's part 2 to it !
Finally holiday now..! =D no stress from studies currently .. but training is like everyday ! hahs x. from MON to SAT. woot s ~! jiayou ar every1. we must have the title back ~!
n PEOPLE getting stubborn Nowadays hur.. lols =x ! Don slp ! !>=|
Most impt of all, i really had to thank those people who r always by my side whenever i am down. Seriously, i'm touched. Appreciated them a lot. Despite having test the next day, after a long exhausting day, SO damn late at night. esp accompanying me thru that night til nex morning. time is being make out for me, i know. =) U people know who you are. i love u all.
no appetite these days. 2 meals = 2 days and it's enuff.
situation had changed once again. i'm confused & lost now. guys, u all know my decision before and i told u all that i felt a sense of relieved and freedom. Relieved from being released. relieved from fear. relieved that i dont have to think so much. relieved that i dont have to care anymore. relieved tt i get to lead my life. Most imptly, i'm just like a bird out of a cage which i had ntg to cling on. No worries at all. Jus fly. No fear of getting hurt, no fear of losing anything. & i'm just a jovial bird. But now, i guess i need u guys again. once more. thanks .
Maybe to u, everything seems alright and perfect AGAIN. But all i can say is that, if u had know we well enough, u will know that it's not. well if u dont, i guess i had ntg much to say too. i dont need any queries anymore.it all will be stated here. i know u will not want me to bring this up again and for watever reason, i'm sorry. this is what u had caused me to feel. U said that u didnt told her that u left my ticket for her. what she'd stated in her blog had misinterpreted what u told her. u just want more girls to go so that u can bring me along as well. So that i wont feel awkward over there as majority of the people going r guys. This applies in both situations. Dinner & chalet. If she's reading this, i hope she will tell me the truth. Cuz i doubt it's like tt. Even til now. U can blame me for blogging this, n i'm prepared. Cuz u dont know how much it hurts when i read her post, but in another way. i think it's God's sent. i'm surprised i didnt shed a single tear tt particular friday. All my tears had been used up over this relationship. No matter how much effort i put in, i dont deserve what i get from u. tt's all i can say. Do u have any idea how tired i am in this relationship?
I am so afraid now.. so afraid to get hurt Again. It's nt abt commitment, but abt trust. When i had put in so much n yet i get ntg, n when tt some1 don giv a damn abt u get smtg. mayb it's nature that ppl dont cherish things that they gained easily like i once were? hmm.. retribution? like what u'd stated in ur blog. ya, it's true that i forgive u, but u cant stop me from thinking abt it. if u arent smtg to me, i wont even give a damn to it.
u waited 1hr plus below my block but i didnt turn up for the dinner ytd. i told u, u will be disappointed cuz i know u wont expect me not to. i hope this incident passes u some msg?
anyway, forgive and being togeher are 2 different issues. i had to think abt it.U wont want me to anyhow make my decision right? cuz i'm givin it a serious thought.
Everything just fall in place tt nicely for me ...
Common Test's over - 2 weeks holiday took place - Unable to attend Cheer Coach Workshop due to Common test's Schedule today - (Only got to know it last night) Went home to rest - Found out something -
Then...
It all ended once and for all.
No point going back once more - afterall, am not a strong girl.
Monday. In the morning ard 11+am, i head to town from school. Purpose: to be surveyor for my IS(interdisciplinary Studies) Module. Lame hur. =x . Usually i'm the one who plays the other role in town, and now Karma strikes. Cuz i always ignore them or find excuses to Shoo them away. =x hahs.
well, quite fun actually. Our class went down and my group consists of weiling, benjamin, arjunan(absent on tt day) and me. Doing survey on McDonald & BurgerKing. Effortlessly, we'd got many of our surveys done as we met a couple of NP's student there as well. They are under IS module ( social psychology ). yeaps. ard 12+ pm, my group went into TAKASHIMAYA to slack and walk ard as we had to meet our class advisor @ 1pm in Taka's Library. time had yet to reach. we went into this Toys Wonderland which they named it, i dont find it Wonder @ all. So little toys lars. diaos. but nvm.. me and weiling self-entertained ourselves.
1pm, there's mascot of Mickey, MInnie, Goofy and Donald Duck comin out on stage for free photo taking~~~.. weiling & me so excited and went to queue for it. whahs .. seems lik we r the only teenagers there. the rest all kids. No lahsx, got 2 girls far in front of us as well. 1pm, aren't we suppose to meet out class advisor?hahs x.. we know we'll b late . but it's okie. =) below r some of the pictures we took tt day.
in the Toy Wonderland with soft toys..~
me and weiling .. hurs~. =D
Christmas Tree~~~ i love white Christmas!
On stage with Mickey & Minnie =))
Goofy and Donald ..! my favourite Donald Duck =D
it's time to self take.. lols. =x
now it's my turn alone. HAHA. =P
Went to meet up Class advisor in the library, Lorreta. Ppl, she resembles the woman in 101 dalmatians, tt evil woman. REALLY. Most of the ppl in my class agreed to it. She got the elegance and air i suppose. Just like a Tai tai . back to the reality. yEap..s she offered to treat us smoothie even we insisted that we r not thristy or anything. she just zooommm... and bought us. Damn good lahs.. told ur, she's rich. hahs x. & we started discussing our project thingy lo. =) ya.. and tt ended tt day's sch.
then i went over to meet baby los.. ! so damn tired during the long bus journey. but good thing. i got to slp.
Wednesday. - i dont lik to blog abt unhappy stuffs in my blog. but sometimes, to make me feel better i jus type out how i feel. (but i saved as draft) or the post will not be in detail. Don feel the need to let the whole world know abt something personal in my life, but jus those closer one will do. hais. STRESSED enuff. pls don giv me anymore load, i prayed. CT' comin . nex week. CONCENTRATION . Something happened jus now. Dont ask what, i will say when i feel lik saying. Sorry for my attitude. i jus don feel good. yar. T.T .
hope everything will not be in vain. Past. dont dwell on it anymore if u really loves tt somebody. it's difficult i know, u can do it with ur will. hais. encouragement is all i need, not discrimination from what u'd heard. thought u will understand the hardwork behind it after so long and got over it. mayb i guess i was wrong. u mind, i'm disappointed. 0 Comments
Sunday, December 03, 2006, 1:15 AM
.bored.-
woots ...~
Hmmm.. ntg happen much today. As usual, it's just another Saturday. =) But we'd performance in the morning (in sch) again. For Parent's Seminar & we were the only performancers. hahs. Quite shock also. everything ended @ ard 3pm. Good, everything went up. But stil can be better. =) Normal training resumes and we went back to the Sports Hall and also to find our juniors as well. They were all at gym. hardworkin hur ! jiayou~ =)
Training til ard 6.30pm today.. quite late. Damn hungry also. ~~ Some1 got injured again. =(( arm. n was sent to clinic. Hope she recover soon !!!! God Bless All Of US ~ ^^.v
yeap.s. tt's all for the day los x. hees.x
Alright.. Night every1 .. =) ! tc and slp tite~~ Cheers..
Forgive but not forget . Some things r better to be left unsaid - =))
hi everybody ! here's the result.. hahsx.. bet most of you should know it by now hur.. ya, i got into the Nationals Team . =)) ! total, 22 of us i think. And the rest of the details shall not be reveal. CONGRAS to those who got in as well! As for those who didnt, dont give up but try harder for nex year! =) Gambatte~!
National's training starts officially on last tuesday. i wan to thanks those who r not in the team but still came down to training and train with us. =) really appreciated tt ppl. tt's y we r call Magnum. ^^.v as for those who r stil injured, hope we all will get well soon too!
ytd, had a performance in sch for the RED CAMP thingy (sec sch's event)at the atrium. before that, i met Serena @ clementi cause we wanted to go and see sinseh tgt. her wrist injured, my neck injured. Z.z.!(have to see another day then) in the end , the sinseh will onli be back at 3pm, which means we cant make it as we had to report to sch @ 2pm. So, we head to sch. A no. of CCAs booth was located there as well. then we had our mats pieced and started to do our own stuffs. hhahs x. photos will be uploaded ! damn fun lars~
6pm, it's our performance. performed for those RED CAMP ppl to see lo. =) soon after that, it started to rain very heavily, Atrium is flooded~~ lols. for the 1st time. water is choking out of the drain of the atrium. every part. hahs. we hurried tear up the mats and placed it up the steps. we even saw cockroach swimming, damn funny lors. lols. ya, luckily tt's after our performance. ard 7 we returned back to our training ground and resume normal training til 10pm.
