Wednesday, September 09, 2009, 12:29 AM
Mundane
Suddenly have the urge to blog, but i have no idea what should i talk about. There were so many things that happened for the past few weeks, and life seems so tight on schedule. SO contradicting right, i know. Mood is just not right suddenly, got to adjust it back before i start to wallow in self pity and dwell in loneliness. Hence for this very instance, i will shout, 'FMLFMLFMLFMLF..!' I think I want to change my job soon .... I think it's kinda screwing me up.(dirty green seems screwed) Or shld i wait to be fired (which is not likely to be the case). Most of you should be stun after reading the sentence abv. I am not surprise since many of my friends seems to be so envy that i've got to travel overseas for business. HAHAHAS. But maybe not for the current situation. Not that i didn't get to travel, but just some issue lars. Things changes, don't they? That's why the earth keeps turning too. Simple as that. Not elaborating much. (Just in case my boss or colleagues read my blog. Ya then, I will get fired. U will be LYAO. so evil.) However, thanks to it still. It will reflects well on my updated resume for the upcoming one. Still considering if I should stick to the same industries or explore others. Hmm.. that's a super tough decision to make though. I hope friends or anyone who read my blog can help to advise me on this. ((: It's a risk to divert into a new industries, but this thought strikes me to try different job and experience what it is like. SO fun right !!! Taking the advantage of 21, still young enough to try out new stuffs.. HOW?! Sales will be the ultimate one, but of which industries is robust now? Gonna do intensive research on that tml!! .. when i'm at work. LOLS. (Oops. did i just say, at work?) WATEVER!!!Good night people.. drink loads of water everyday! .. XOXO Labels: emotional, my thoughts, personal, work 1 Comments
Monday, July 06, 2009, 1:46 PM
R.I.P Nicholas.
This is Nicholas. ))))))))))))))): Handsome boy. Labels: emotional, friends 0 Comments
Sunday, July 05, 2009, 2:21 AM
Life's fragile.. Cherish.
One of my friends just passed away last friday. I was shock to receive the news from baby after he came to pick me up from work. If you had read the newspaper, or surf http://www.channelnewsasia.com/, you would have come across this piece of news. (But I doubt SAF would make it a big issue as well, that's their forte anyway. *angry*) It's regarding a 21 years old SAF officer who died while inspecting a land rover, as the land rover rolls back and had him pinned down. 
We attended his funeral today, and many were loss for words. Number of turn up from his friends were significant.
It really makes me feel how fragile life is, especially towards the people around you. You never know this minute you will be talking to this person, and next minute the person is gone.
Who can explain this? No one can, but to accept the fact as it is.
This is the first time, that someone who is a friend of mine passed away. Though not really close friend, but it affected me quite a lot.
Cherish life, and most importantly the people around you before it's too late.
Be it family, friends, acquaintances, there's always a reason for them to be in your life.
God Bless.
Rest In Peace.
Nicholas, Chan Wei Kit.
You will be miss by us, your friends.
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Friday, May 08, 2009, 10:47 AM
Chicken a La carte(video)
Winning film chosen over 3,600.. Dear Friends,
No matter how busy you are, you owe it to yourself and your loved ones to view this short film. And be deeply touched!
Sit back & ponder how LUCKY & FORTUNATE are we. Labels: emotional, video 0 Comments
Thursday, February 26, 2009, 12:12 PM
Drained out.
- . sometimes i wonder... is it all worth it? (when i am ardy half way there) sometimes i wonder... do anyone ever understand?sometimes i wonder... should i hold back or give it all?sometimes i wonder... why, what my heart tells me, but my mind thinks otherwise?sometimes i wonder... if i am too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much.sometimes i wonder... what should i do?sometimes i wonder... who will be supportive of what i am doing?sometimes i wonder... am i the emily i am?sometimes i wonder... if the one can take away all the fear i had from before?sometimes i wonder... if i can just have a simple and sweet r/s?sometimes i wonder... is this what i want? (maybe everything should stop on 22nd march)sometimes i wonder... :((i'm tired for this moment, maybe just today. (trainings, & work.. it's not easy at all..)so many questions ran through my head since morning..my life, my love & my passion.i want to live my life, and i hope gradually we will be leading one tgt, mybaby.Coming weekend will be packed again.. Meet Baby(Dinner)- Fri. Serena's 21st Bdae - Sat.Zhijun's 21st Bdae - Sun.Trainings - Sat & Sun.i shouldnt be feeling this way now.. maybe cause of your absence..p/s: thoughts based on my past and my cheer life, right now i am happy with him. (:Labels: emotional, my thoughts 0 Comments
Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 3:58 PM
fen shou kuai le
My Dedication. (to us.)might be an old song though, but it will still be nice after not listening for quite some time. 分手快乐我无法帮你预言 委曲求全有没有用 可是我多么不舍 朋友爱的那么苦痛 爱可以不问对错 至少有喜悦感动 如果他总为别人撑伞 你何苦非为他等在雨中 泡咖啡让你暖手 想挡挡你心口里的风 你却想上街走走 吹吹冷风会清醒的多 你说你不怕分手 只有点遗憾难过 情人节就要来了 剩自己一个 其实爱对了人 情人节每天都过 分手快乐 祝你快乐 你可以找到更好的 不想过冬 厌倦沉重 就飞去热带的岛屿游泳 分手快乐 请你快乐 挥别错的才能和对的相逢 离开旧爱 像坐慢车 看透彻了心就会是晴朗的 没人能把谁的幸福没收 你发誓你会活的有笑容 (你自信时候真的美多了) Labels: emotional, songs 0 Comments
2:03 AM
love is all around.
Love is all around. hmmm... kinda happy today! 1: Received good news from my boss.. =)) 2: my MIA(missing in action) sec sch friend (which i used to call him kor) reappeared on the earth ..! it's kind of weird to have this kor-mei thing now, but still use to call him tt. Probably cause, he's the only kor i had before. (didnt know he can hid so well in sg.. ) he says tt he went to hide in a cave. -.- !! WTH .. 3: Someone whom i nv expect (really nv nv nv expect!!) , msged and asked if i am alright. i was like, *touched*. anyway, thanks ! didnt know tt u still care. now i know, everyone cares.. ! thanks every single one of you who had shown concern on me. C: alright .. i'm going ZIRCA on wed! which is tonight.. =D wonder how is it like. Ladies' night and free flow of lychee martini till 12am . goodnight everyone! .. love u all. xoxo . it ain't tt tough afterall. shld i be glad? C:Labels: emotional, friends, work 0 Comments
Monday, December 08, 2008, 4:13 AM
town with besties!
Out with Besties .woke up rather late today .. rather delighted. had been quite difficult for me to fall aslp nowadays, and once i woke up.. that's it. i cant get back to sleep tt easily...and i hate that feeling. =(( but it seems that i'm getting better with it. Went town with jannies, zhijun and darren today. met up ard 5++plus and we went Hard Rock Cafe for our dinner. Felt a little out of place at first. The place is filled with 90% Causasian...!!  That place is nice though.. and we saw Adrian Pang with his family. i didnt know tt his wife is a causasian, and his 2 little kids resemble him in some way or another.
The serving is huge! Zhijun, jannies and i cant finish our portion.. =(( 
This is what i had. Twisted Fajitas- ( for your info, that's not ice cream. one of it is sour cream, another one is.... i dont know.. lols.. )
Shopped for a while and we headed to Cine for movie. Bumped into a no. of friends along the way.    Caught BOLTZ, and both thumbs' up! Laugh throughout the entire movie, though some part of it were really touching. the duration of the show is around one and a half hour..  this hamster is called Rhino..total cuteness!
going 12, and intended to head back home.
last min, met up with one friend instead.
hmmmm... just got back not long ago, it's 4.30am now, and still feeling so energtic.. smtg must be wrong with me after such a long day. watever~ Jannies, it's been such a long time since the three of us met up. However, u were here during this time. C: Dont worry, i will buy my investment plan from you ! whahas...    alright .. goodnight everyone! and Happy Hari Raya Haji, tml will be a better day! ^^,v maybe it's really better this way ... C:Labels: besties, emotional, friends, movie 0 Comments
Sunday, December 07, 2008, 1:19 AM
thoughts
- .i'm not with weisiang anymore.. pls dont ask me why unless i chose to tell u. dont worry, i will get through this phase and be alright again..i love my mom. **p/s: Believe in love once more? it's difficult....maybe, but not just anybody.Labels: emotional, family, my thoughts 0 Comments
12:37 AM
town with xy,ps,amy & peishi
Loves. First of all! Jannies bought something nice and sweet for me today~~! =D the moment we met up, she popped a TCC's Tiramisu in front of me.. SO SWEEEEEEEEEEET! thanks girl.. u r very much appreciated. i know u all love me .. thanks! (for bearing with my whining...!)everyone. C: update more abt saturday(today) soon.. Labels: emotional, friends, girlfriends 0 Comments
Saturday, December 06, 2008, 10:13 AM
break up.
Hurts. Even be.lie.ve lives a lie. Our r/s ended. ytdA new beginning for me... i'm sad, definitely... Many people told me, what meant to be will meant to be, no matter what. i will not hang on any further... Am glad tt i have great friends ard me whenever i am down. thanks for all ur sweet msges and hugs, it does brighten me up! .. and i received choco as well.. Thanks alot .. ! =) (some of whom i didnt break the news to, msged me. i'm touched. seriously.) This goes to : xiwen, amy, zhijun, jannies, kuangling, brandon, serena, sherlyn, junyuan, evern, shane, and fiona(my colleague). Thanks for being there for me. :) Goodbye for good...Labels: emotional 0 Comments
Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 10:11 PM
Super Emo. =(
Emo . Not feeling real good now. my tear glands hurts, it had never been like this before. i swear. EVER.
i think i had over strained it, and is causing me to have headache. My head felt so heavy that it seems like someone had loaded it with 20 Kg of invisible dumb bells right above.
that's not the worse part.. some where else hurts even more.
that is definitely not what i want. but it still happened.
Now solved. I pray. (though i had been doing it for the past few weeks before i sleep, but to no avail.)
still, faith rooted.
Patiently, waiting for rainbow to prevail after thunderstorm.
yes, and i believe...
It will.
*p/s: pls...
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Friday, November 14, 2008, 2:51 AM
Love knows no boundaries
Love knows no boundaries.Received this email and it definitely left me speechless and touched.. Tears welled up in my eyes.. I'm serious..>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?' The father who, despite having a heart condition, says 'Yes'. They went on to complete the marathon together. Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying 'Yes' to his son's request of going through the race together. One day, the son asked his father, 'Dad, let's join the Iron man together, to which his father said 'Yes'. For those who don't know, Iron man is the toughest triathlon ever. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86 kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, ending with a 26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the BigIsland.Father and son went on to complete the race together. Even if you don't believe in Christ, Just watch it for the love of the father in the video. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Labels: emotional 1 Comments
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 1:39 PM
negative thoughts.
Negative .
Everything seems normal.. But i am just not feeling right,you dont understand why and i cant even find the answer myself.. Sense of insecurity fills me, and you're the one who can make me strong and happy again...
I love you, yet deep down something bothers me.
Breaking down is just a matter of time, and it will be painful one..
if you actually listened, you will understand. &maybe if u cared, you would do something about it. Labels: emotional 0 Comments
Sunday, August 17, 2008, 12:32 AM
down
Perplexity.i'm tired. mentally exhausted.. Will containment helps? if it does, i shall shut everything up. Cuz speaking led to negative consequences. what should i do? kinda of lost and down. it may be the last resolution. and i hope that things will change for the better. do you know what i need exactly? have you ever notice how i feel?
making time out for u, pushing friends away.. i just hope for some appreciation from you. so sweet when we're alone, yet a chauvinist when we're out.. girls have their pride. we are not as strong as you think we are... i just need your sensitivity.. i felt alone.Labels: emotional 0 Comments
Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 2:56 PM
laptop down.
notebook down. hey peeps, my notebook's dying of old age. Anyone wants to be a charitable kind soul and buy me a new one? HAHS. Currently it's in service centre, dear helped me to send it for repair ytd. cuz i got work. Thanks baby! =)) you're the sweetest. and now i'm using my work comp. Zzz.z.! so sian. so much to blog abt but no time. =( so much to update about my life. oh ya, one good news to share. a short one. =) my application for part-time NUS Bachelor of Technology in Chemical Engineering has shortlisted me for Admission Entrance Exam. 2 papers, one in end Aug, and another in early Sept, for Engineering Mathematics and Chemical Engineering Module respectively. i'm glad but STRESS.. =(( Got to start mugging now, when i'm still having my attachment. it's difficult. you may say i still have 1 month plus to 2 months, why so rush? but i tell you, it's not enough. imagine i have to dig out all my lecture notes from year 1 to year 3 and recall everything in 1 to 2 months time for 2 papers? not being pessimistic, cause i will still try my best for it. This stressed me up like nobody business subconsciously, and my poor bf has to suffer from it. Sorry baby... but i don't mean to give you attitude some times. Thanks for your understanding! so many things have to be put to a stop for a moment. my oversea trips' flying away~~~ now i hav to finish my final report for my attachment asap (due mid Aug), so it wont be another burden on my shoulder. just hope that i dont break down one day.. = Labels: emotional, studies 0 Comments
Sunday, June 29, 2008, 1:22 AM
down
.downeverything's so contradicting. had never believe," to love you, i have to let you go." but heaven tends to play tricks on things you dont believe in. a reminder to my readers. it's too late when things starts to happen. when you're the one to tell the one you love.  Labels: emotional 0 Comments
Friday, July 13, 2007, 4:57 AM
delay
delay.Got so much to blog but time dont allow. But keep a look out, cuz i'll be back real soon~ . Busy. *having some prob recently, but only close friends will know. or maybe those true ones, that i know who really cares.. & i'll know who u r. And another thing, i really want to thank him. It's hard to be expressed in words, but i'm touched. i duno what to say. Just 'Thanks. i really appreciate what u had done for me.=)' Labels: busy, emotional, personal 0 Comments
Saturday, June 16, 2007, 11:49 PM
time will tell ...
If tt's what he thinks. k . Ntg but disappointment. After tgt for so long, this jus shows smtg, he dont know me well enuff. things can be salvage, but.... making matter worse will not help - Labels: emotional 0 Comments
1:55 AM
Gone for good, like what he said.
Like what he said, Gone for good...u just RUINED everything . . . jus those hurtful words and it's enuff. i will take ur words for it.  tc lots . Labels: emotional 0 Comments
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