jus a short post. some hard feelings just came by once more. it happened more then once definitely. 4 to 5 times in a short period till now. =) how long more it would be? when will it ever stop? i doubt.. probably not. nvm, i shall try my best to understand. =) just pray tt it wont be tt often from now onwards? how i jus wish tt i was kept.. kept in the dark from it. but i also hope tt i knew it.really. contradicting myself. tt's how life is. i dont mind i am the only one tt knows about it, but it feels really bad when other know the situation as well. it's somehow like i am stil not good enough despite how much i had put in. the image remains? hais. i dunno.. mayb i really duno how it feels like. i'm sorry, i cant help it too. Maybe it just happens @ the sudden urge. or maybe it had been along like that. one should know it better?? i tried to understand as much as possible, but... sometimes, there's always a limit to everything? am not angry or wateva.. just feeling down a little. natural reaction, i feel too.
it's okie~ .. emily will be a bubbly girl once more soon..~ =0) !
no worries. !
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