sometimes i wonder... is it all worth it? (when i am ardy half way there)
sometimes i wonder... do anyone ever understand?
sometimes i wonder... should i hold back or give it all?
sometimes i wonder... why, what my heart tells me, but my mind thinks otherwise?
sometimes i wonder... if i am too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much.
sometimes i wonder... what should i do?
sometimes i wonder... who will be supportive of what i am doing?
sometimes i wonder... am i the emily i am?
sometimes i wonder... if the one can take away all the fear i had from before?
sometimes i wonder... if i can just have a simple and sweet r/s?
sometimes i wonder... is this what i want? (maybe everything should stop on 22nd march)
sometimes i wonder... :((
i'm tired for this moment, maybe just today. (trainings, & work.. it's not easy at all..)
so many questions ran through my head since morning..
my life, my love & my passion.
i want to live my life, and i hope gradually we will be leading one tgt, mybaby.
Coming weekend will be packed again..
Meet Baby(Dinner)- Fri.
Serena's 21st Bdae - Sat.
Zhijun's 21st Bdae - Sun.
Trainings - Sat & Sun.
i shouldnt be feeling this way now.. maybe cause of your absence..
p/s: thoughts based on my past and my cheer life, right now i am happy with him. (:
Labels: emotional, my thoughts
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