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i'm not with weisiang anymore..

pls dont ask me why unless i chose to tell u.


dont worry, i will get through this phase and be alright again..

i love my mom.


**p/s: Believe in love once more? it's difficult....maybe, but not just anybody.

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Poster.


Serena is so sweet to send me & zhijun a MMS of a photo taken in school recently. thanks babe! =) had not been back to NP for a quite while. hope everything goes well in NP, esp the CCA i'd graduated from. =))

Right Top- Me & my Bestie, Zhijun.




located in Convention if i'm not wrong.
Read from Magnum's blog, 'Ngee Ann's Pre-open house programme for the secondary school kids.' shld be for this purpose bah. =)
quite glad actually. lols.

Maciam some sort of Farewell Gift from School like that... hees..


oh ya! finally.. like FINALLY!.... though it's only 4 days..

i got a new lappy today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(the only way i can express my joy here). Hahahahs...


Thanks mum and myself! =) she fork out most of it actually, and i fork out 1/5 of it! love her man..! .. muacks ...~~!! but kinda sad, cuz i still cant afford to buy it myself.. how i wish i could.


i want to be more independent.


back on this topic soon~.. =)



i miss my baby now. =( today didnt get to see him.

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Year of Rat. CNY 2008

Rat. Gives me a bad impression by calling it that. Maybe Year of Mouse seems better? but it still sounds weird though. hahs. Mouse makes people think of Mickey Mouse, Minnie mouse, Jerry (from Tom & Jerry - unless u no childhood.), and one cartoon of looney tunes where the mouse dressed in cowboy outfit shouting,' e ba e ba an de nei '( use han yu pin yin to pronounce). They all play the good role in the show.

The 'e ba e ba.........' i talking about.





How about Rats? Makes me think of 'Pinky and the Brain' that cartoon.





Rodent , and all the bad stuffs. BUT! 'Ratatouille' the recent movie did affect my stereotype towards rat a little. =)) It protrays a good image of Rats. Be it mouse or rat, they are under the same category. Give them some credit in 2008. =)) So, the next time in this year when u see them in your kitchen, market or hawker centre, let them off. they might even bring you some good luck ! LOLS. =P (crap)


alright back to my life. =)) Sorry for the long long update once schedule, i'm BUSY! hahs .. it's exam period okay. just finish 3 papers, last mon, friday and ytd. 2 more to go on the next thurs & fri. CNY just past, followed by V'Day as well. 2 occasions is enough to spoil my exam mood. whhas ..! =X well, life goes on. lols.


As for CNY this year, it seems like a tsunami to me can. It came without warning, not even prepared at all. Even buying CNY clothes also have to rush.. schedule is just so pack that period. Cleaning & packing my room took a few days. -.- ! lols. That's because of all the project presentations, tests, & trainings at that time. I'm glad that it's over. & also having the best boyfriend. =)) ! Keeps me motivated in many ways,(some which he dont even knows) and being so encouraging. ^^, i love him.


CNY period. (not only menstr... can associate with period hor)

This is my living room ~~~! (it's not living.)





CNY's goodies~~ more of titbits lehs. thanks to my sis, trying to be different from other people's house. that's what she said.







6 Feb. Reunion dinner @ Boon lay Raja Restaurant.

Dad & Mum



Sis & me



The following will be the camwhoring side me of during CNY. You can chose not to view it by clicking the "CLOSE" or "X" at the top right hand corner of your window browser. =)) The choice is yours~! lols

Nian Chu Yi (First day of CNY)


Oops! sorry, the above's not me.








my sister ka dian wei..



Nain Chu Er (second day of CNY)







with my sis AGAIN.



Still Day 2. Second part of the day. like wedding ar, change clothes.



oh ya, i visited one of my cousin's house. there's Nintendo Wii lor~!!.. damn fun can.. it's a sensor kind of game. can play fishing, golf, running, swimming and lots lots more. it's control by you moving the sensor. For example, running. You have to move the controllers back and forth, just like how your hand are moving when u are running. SUPER Funny when you see people play. We all all LOAF... ~

hees... that's the end of my CNY post. shan't elaborate much. LAZY. =P

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Special.


year 3. times flies. hahs .. now, i'm buried in my projects/reports/papers.. hell lots of shit. -.- never in my poly life i had been this hardworking before. Not i wanna be, but no choice lahs. hahs .. who dont want to graduate and move on right? people always says, no education = no future. Esp. by who ? people who lives under the same roof. OUR PARENTS. =)) How about those millionaire entreprenuers without even a diploma?



i can easily name 1 company in singapore. Union Steel Holdings Limited. Set up by these 2 guys(with o'level cert) in 2004.(if i'm not wrong, but definitely not higher than that) They turned millionaire within 1 year by collecting unwanted metals and recycling it. It's quite a huha around 2005-2006.



However, majority of the singaporeans are KIA-SEE!!!!!!(Mr KIA-SU's Bro)
Entrepreneur means : a person who organizes and manages any enterprise, esp. a business, usually with considerable initiative and risk.
whatever la hur... ~ so easy be entrepreneur, then there's no workers lo. All become BOSS(entrepreneur). BOSS cant find people to work for them, then in the end have to work even harder. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......Continue to STUDY HARD ba! u see, bo bian. hahs ... let's contribute to balance up the working's pyramid. i sound how noble. =D



how the fuck i got to talk abt that ? i jus wan to complain abt my studies. sorry, side-tracking jus now. common test's coming, jus went back to sch and study today. 11++am til 3++pm for my paper on tuesday. Units of Operation. my sis's happened to be in sch too. She's in Np , studying in a total different course from mine.
Her's = Banking & finance. Me = it's stated on the 1st page of my blog, go and read it yourself~~ then, she asked me to send her back as well, after i finish my stuffs. ya and i did. drove her back home and then i head to my mum's saloon @ jurong west st92. (publicity reason) hahs .. got there, dyed my hair. Happy with the outcome of my hair colour. & going back for highlighting another day.. it's been quite a long time since i dyed my hair. 10 mths. =D


mum went off first as she had to fetch my grandmother & go to attend her friend's birthday celebration. other then just attending, she has to perform as well. that's what she told me. Singing lah, ah-der. her interest is singing! going to singing lesson with my grandmother who is still very young at heart every twice a week. recently, she had a singing competition, having 30+ participants, she didnt get it. BUT!! she's proud to get BEST Dressing award. "The one and only." she said. LOLs. LMAO. ok, but i still support her like how she's there for me during my last year National's competition.



i will always remember that very moment. i hugged her and cried. Telling her,' mum we'd lost. why did we lost? we trained so hard and yet we lost. we give all that we could and yet we lost. sacrificing almost everything. we did not get any title at all, are we really that lousy?' all these things just run in my mind and the only person that i feel like saying to is my mum. i felt connected to her, esp in her arms. & she told me this,'Dont cry. You lose it this year, there's still next year.'



Coincidently, my dad called mum to ask about the result(he's unable to make it due to work)). she passed the phone to me & i talk to my dad. he comforted me. & said something that stops me from crying. "You cry for what? When you lose you cry, how will your opponent look at you? Being a sore loser? In a competition, there bound to be win or lose. if you lose it this year, get it back next year. No point crying."



Since the day they know i joined cheerleading, they had always discouraged me to join this sport. They claimed that it is very dangerous and always asked me to focus on my studies instead. Not only that, they felt that it's redundant. Once, even to the extend of asking me to quit.



eventually, words of support from them makes the greatest impact. =) i know i'm blessed to be their child. cause they always support whatever i do( of cause not wrong-doing lah). They will be there when i'm really down, giving me support and understand me.



i remember 1 incident. when i was in Japan with my family on a holiday. Not long after my o's. & that's also when i just broke off with my ex. lasting 1 yr and 9 mths. me and my sis shared 1 room and parents another. just as i happened to enter their room, i overheard my parents' conversation as their door is not properly close. my mum said to my dad, " can see that your eldest daughter feeling better already right? after bringing her to Japan. She's not so down anymore. " i went back to my room after that. i am very touched.



like what my dad always says, ' aren't you all (my sis & me) very fortunate? what you all want, you got what. still not good enough? But must be more obedient '. maybe that's how my father thinks that that's the best for us. I may not be so materialistic, but i know i'm fortunate. Cuz my parents treat me and my sis the best they could. =)



i seldom blog about them doesn't mean that they dont mean much to me. Cause when i blog about them, i will blog it with my whole heart in it.



i love them. as much as they love me.

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